Ithought what jerks most men are - not even a phone call or a txt.Friday I called Jenn to talk some more. She asked "who else knows -your Mom & Dad?"... NOOO! Only you. She said she already has a bag ofclothes for me - and we need to plan an extra long girl's weekend at myhouse. We got down to serious girl talk and I told her about Bill,about how he had blackmailed me and forced me to service him. Jenn wasupset and said I should have called the police, that they wouldn'tjudge me, and she will. “I have been hearing things about you lately, things I never thought I would hear.” her voice was sad, I hated myself for letting her down, for not being who she wanted me to be. I couldn’t answer her.“What on earth has gotten into you Axel, you’re not the girl I brought up anymore.”I felt the sharp sting of tears behind my eyes. Moments later I found my self around the table on my knees. I was crying hard as I hugged my mother, she hugged me back and I think I cried even harder. Eventually my. She said no as it is very late it is better that I drop her at her house. So I went to her house and she invited me inside. I said it is very late so let us meet next time. I offered her to pick and drop her to office. With a smile on her face she said that’s a very nice of me and she readily accepted it. So taking her leave I left with a sad face to my house. And thinking of her I must have masturbated 3-4 times that night. Morning I was ready by 9 and went to her house to pick her up, her. “I think you should probably…”I cut him off before he could finish his sentence; the one where he was telling me to leave. I did not want to leave. I wanted to press my lips against Carter’s and that is exactly what I did.I expected Carter to push me away, but instead, he pulled me closer, wrapping his arms around me and holding me against his body. I needed to pull back. I needed to breathe but I did not want to break apart from Carter. I feared that if our lips left one another’s, Carter.