I wanted to take that little divot of flesh between my own lips, the tenderest of feelings and desire causing a rush of heat to my face and chest. In... the end, I couldn’t bring myself to wake him. Peaceful slumber eluded me often, and I couldn’t steal it from him. Instead, I pulled the quilt that was folded over the back of the sofa over him and turned out the lights, save for a small corner lamp. I didn’t want him to awaken in unfamiliar surroundings and stub his toe or smash a shin into a. ”I thought I could hold on to my words but I didn’t last, as expected. I’m back lusting around. I just couldn’t suppress my sexual need for pleasure with a different woman.And so I went back to this spa in Mabolo where I first had my lingam massage several years ago. It was like I was in full circle, restarting my carnal activities. I don’t know if restarting would mean boosting my sexual drive. I guess it just means, I’m being true to my basic human nature. Lustful…When I got there, there was. Her mind is hotter than her body and her body is stunning! I say this as we often talk about our fantasies and enact them in a virtual capacity. More often than not, we will point out strangers who we will think the other would find sexy and/or desirable. As you can imagine, going shopping was never dull. On Saturday night, we went home and she made me lay on the bed, face up and only wearing my baselayer lycra shorts. She then tied me to the bed – spread eagle. She fumbled around the drawer. I had a routine actually. We would meet for coffee in a very public and perfectly safe place. Someone always knew who I was with, where we were going and when I would be back. And I always carried my own protection…Magnums, of course. So Charles was no different. Except that he stood barely five foot four inches tall and a stiff breeze would have blown him away. His glasses were so thick that you could start a fire with those lenses. As cliché as it may seem, he even had a pocket protector.