But it just felt too nice to leave. Instead, I told myself that this was a totally innocent feeling — that I was just happy at the chance to be inti...mate with my baby girl in a nice, affectionate way.My heart swelled with love for my daughter, and I wrapped my arms around her tummy. "I love you, sweetheart," I whispered in her ear.I felt her tremble slightly against me. "I love you too, Mom," she sighed, turning her head to kiss my cheek. "You're so sweet..." Her lips brushed the side of my. It confirmed his suspicions. He had been polite and courteous, showing the correct manners of a well-bred young man. He had enquired about Tim and had maintained a smile during the conversation. He had maintained eye contact. He had asked Tim if he wanted to come around to his house and see his computer equipment.Jacob’s eyes narrowed as he replayed the look in Tim’s eyes. Instead of being grateful and accepting Jacob’s invitation, his eyes had widened in surprise and he had declined. .. It’s like they’ve known each other all of their lives. They’re like six peas in a pod. We truly enjoy Civia and like having her visit. She’s our ... newest daughter.”Putting his arm around her and pulling her into him, Mr. Palecek said, “Like you, we think she’s wonderful. We’re very happy that she now has, not just friends, but good friends. Friends that seem to share many, if not most of Civia’s interests, and have obviously been very good for her. We were concerned, at first, about her. And when she’s gone, it’s like there’s a hole in my chest. Of course these days it feels like there’s nothing left to feel. I feel so heavy and yet I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest. Finally, she leaves and I can breathe. I lean my back against the door and slide down to the floor. I bury my face in my arms and let the tears fall. Why can’t I just let her in? I don’t know what’s wrong with me. Eventually, I pull myself out only to collapse back in my bed. -----DreamSmoke.