The table was set, the winewas poured, the ice in the carafe chilled the water. A small bowl of soupwas placed before me. Butternut squash. It was del...icious but I couldn'tappreciate it. The bowl was removed.I drank my wine. My glass was refilled. A perfect Merlot, probably; Ihardly tasted it though I drank it all. I wanted to drown myself with it.A warmed plate of cauliflower Bolognese with mushrooms appeared beforeme; it smelled rich, looked rich, and tasted rich. But it somehow made mefeel. Rollie's getting his share on keyboards too. Every rehearsal the sound gets deeper and fuller. You are the face of Street Find. You make everyone else better because you don't just sing, you put on a performance. That never happened before. Now, we've got Bud and Al and even stodgy old me getting in on the act. Stan's drumming has never been better. We're going to finish this summer and realize just how far we've come from last March. It will seem like a million miles."I watched their faces as. ”That’s nice.Seeing as I didn’t intend to give a name that I no longer had, I kept silent. With her confused expression, she continued. “Did you do all of this yourself in two days?” Gesturing vaguely at the clearing where my cabin’s bare bones stood, the young officer looked disturbed.It had been three days, “Yes. What do you want?” Question for question.“No one helped you at all?” She asked again, disbelieving.Not wanting to get in an argument I replied, “I am alone here, everything done so. I felt your warm caress as we kissed in the moonlight, and started to become aroused, I was sure you could feel my cock pushing into you so I pulled you closer. As we broke away and started walking again, we chatted about how nice it was and how good the day had been, and then we started talking about more personal things, I think I asked if you had ever had sex outside, and I think you said yes, however you then said you wanted me to take you into the trees and pull your clothes off. So we.