She was still sitting there when I went inside.Sally and I were both out front bagging groceries when Suzie Bowen came in. She strode into the cool of... the A&P purposefully. I hadn’t noticed her shoes before. She was wearing some kind of platform sandal, and she was trying to walk in a way appropriate to them, not her typical loose, flat-footy amble. She looked tall and imperious, and even sexier than she had sitting in her car. Her pleated skirt swished back and forth across her tanned thighs,. Every time I went to the library, I looked for that magazine, hoping the latest issue showed some jungle tribe. My second favorite was medical books. They showed all these female parts only they had diseases and stuff. Most pictures weren't that appealing but you had to settle for what you could get.I masturbated pretty regularly in my room at night. It never took me long. I found out later that most guys I knew did the same thing. Some bragged about getting laid but I didn't believe most of. Maybe you just changed." Maybe," she said. "I gotta go though. I'm gonna go get back in the bath again." So you're sure there's no regrets." I'm sure. Everything's gonna be okay. I just need to get through this little funk I'm in. It's not like the books you read. Real life is way different it turns out." Yeah, I know what you mean." Okay. I'll talk to you later." She?" Yeah?" I just wanted to say that last night was really beautiful for me. I just feel like we're connected on a totally deep. Why the hell I was telling him this I don’t know but I felt like I could trust him. I tried to play it off by getting back to my book but I was quickly losing, looking around you were nowhere to be seen and this tall handsome stranger was standing in front of me with a bulge so big I knew that he was also fighting a losing game. I don’t know why I agreed to his next question. Maybe it was because I was so goddamn horny but I answered truthfully when he asked me if I wanted to have sex with him..