Someone has to immediately step up and assume command.”‘‘They have no concept of instantaneous offensive or defensive planning and applying it t...o field operations. My teams have that and more. It is part of the training we do,’’ I said.‘‘How can you train for that? It can’t be done,” the senior agent said.‘‘Pick a spot in the training roster and see for yourself. The few that cannot grasp the details aren’t assigned as bodyguards for me or anyone else,’’ I said.‘‘I am not a socialite; there. She wanted to be cremated and we did so before the service. She said she didn't want people to see her body as it was after the cancer was through with her.The church was packed with the people who loved her: family and friends. They brought with them pictures and stories and memories and left them for me and Maureen.I was grateful for the way the parish reached out to me. Over the years, I found out that even though the official stance of the Roman Catholic Church opposed homosexuality, the. Walking home after the meal we held hands it felt so natural being with Karen. She mentioned “do you want to return home or stay if you want too” I replied “I want to stay” all I got was the reply “good I’m glad” when we arrived home she turned to face me and we kissed she mentioned having a shower as it was getting late although the sun had yet to set.I sat on the settee watching the sun set Karen came and sat the other end resting her legs on my lap.Using my hands I started to stroke her feet. Any way, the only thing they ever wanted was for me to avoid pregnancy and disease and violence and abuse. So, well, let's just say that I probably had an earlier experience with that part of life that you did. Or most people." Yes, that's certainly out of the mainstream." But, I grew up well-adjusted, certainly happy and well-satisfied sexually. No, not whoring around but at great ease with sex, able to enjoy it the way I believe it should be enjoyed. Do you understand?" Yes, I think I do and.