It's nice. Comfortable. Relaxing.Gabriel and I talked about work for a while, and then conversation turned to his upcoming Christmas party. It was stu...ff we'd spoken about before, but Gabriel is an only child, and he liked to hear himself talk. So I let him, while I simply enjoyed puffing on my pipe and savoring the sherried flavor of the whiskey.The bar began to fill with the after-work professional crowd that favored the place, and I found myself listening less and less to Gabriel and doing. It's not the least bit risqué. Then he surprised me again. He told me to show him where my panties are. I opened the dresser drawer and he selected a simple little bikini panty. Again, there's nothing slutty about it.The clothing he's selecting for me is so normal and so out of character for him I almost asked him if something is wrong!I got dressed and worked my feet into my new "fuck me" shoes. Josh looked me over, nodded his approval and we went out to breakfast. I sat with my breasts. I was heartbroken. She told me that Brad lived only about 10 minutes from my place and that she had been there all day fucking him. I was upset, but also strangely turned on for some reason I couldn't understand at the time. I started to question her about it, and she showed me a video she had him take on her phone. He had a very large cock, about an inch bigger than mine and thicker. He was fucking her doggy style with no protection. He pulled out and you could see a lot of cum dripping from. He knows the consequences of getting too deeply involved with anyone, and though it hurts him more than you can imagine, he pushes you away so that he can continue to do his duty. The sleep teacher has a simulation prepared if you would like to experience it.If it's just going to give me all the reasons why I can't be with Colin, it's a waste of time. I already know the reasons.The simulation will, of necessity, show you why you can't be with Colin, Dolores said patiently, but it's primary.