..or at least it sounded that way to his wife. It had been a while since they'd had sex (she never thought of it as 'making love' with him) and she wa...s hungry for it; her body was full of want and need. So she didn't stop his ramblings as they touched and stroked each other; he talked about this guy or that guy staring down her dress and the way she smiled when she noticed them. (It was mostly bullshit, but she knew he was drunk and she didn't care.) Then he started mumbling about how hot it. Meanwhile, Cindy hadn't gone in to work at the bank. Rather, she was in Deerfield preparing for the feast on the following day. The whole Clifford family was gathering at the Stewart's for Christmas. While she was working in the kitchen, Janice Stewart came in and lightly ran her fingers over the scars on Cindy's buttocks. When Cindy looked over her shoulder, Jan kissed her softly and lovingly. Cindy was surprised to see there were tears in the girl's eyes as she said, "Darling Cin, I have a. He’s breathing hard and so am I, and when we get into my room I push him right down onto the bed so we can get started for real. 4. Get started for real.I’m on top of him at first, our mouths moving on one another’s and I’m unsnapping his shirt, which I think is fucking hot. He’s a city guy but he dresses like a cowboy pretty much, and he knows how hard those snap-up shirts make me and that’s why he’s wearing it. I’m wearing just a white t-shirt, which is an undershirt actually, and he. Don’t worry, I won’t hold you up.”“All right,” she said as she began to eat.I watched her put a fork of food in her mouth and chew. Even that simple action made my heart flutter ... I swear I can’t understand this love stuff. It was starting to drive me crazy. Everything she did had suddenly turned sensuous. I didn’t realize that I was staring when my mother paused and looked at me strangely.“What?” she asked.“Huh?”“You were staring at me.”My face turned red. “Sorry,” I mumbled. I caught a.