In less than a finger-width, his patrol had destroyed a Zarthani patrol, larger than his own. Gamelin glanced at his own dead trooper, sprawled on the... ground a few feet away. It wasn't the first dead man he'd seen, but it was the first man to die that he, personally, had been responsible for. It was hard to say which was more sobering: the ruin on the hillside in front of him, or the dead man a few feet away.It hit him much harder than the realization days before that the men he'd sent south. They were taking the San Mateo across the bay, and had almost made it to the far end. Crissy had ignored Zack's fumbling apologies and the only talking was from the GPS system occasionally advising Zack when to turn. She just sat on the passenger side, looking out the window.{He wanted to get rid of me!} she thought, heartbroken. Crying seemed hopelessly inadequate. The whole scene at the gas station played back in her mind, as it had many times since she'd gotten back in the truck, lacking. I decided to let her have a trial date, but I established several conditions. First, she was to go no further than a good night kiss. Second, she was to be home by midnight. Third, she was to tell me everything that happened on the date—what was said, how he acted, how she acted, etc. At this point, I noticed I got a little excited fantasizing about the event. The thought of my sweet wife being with another man really turned me on. Even with the restrictions I'd placed on her to prevent it, I. Not all the time but he does. This makes it easier on both of us. Also, the dogs sometimes do by accident and this helps. And his brother is another who like anal.”“Brother?”“Yes, I am also available to his brother.”“Anything else I should know before the BBQ tomorrow?”“Relax, Michele. It won’t be an orgy. Just the family, his family. Some members of my family might die if they knew this stuff. It is mostly just me exposed and touched. Maybe the dogs, though. We’ll see what Karl has to.