I want to taste Ricky's cum. I want him to fuck me, face up and pull out of my fuckhole just in time to spray my gonads in his delicious elixir of lif...e. I also am guilt ridden about how my desires would be accepted the other people in my life. I share all this with him. That is when he said I should keep this diary. It gives me someone to talk to. Unconditionally.Mon 10/18/04I had the phone in my hand, one last button to push to tell Ricky I needed his dick. NOW! Then the revulsion would rush. "I wish you could remember the good times we have with each other; somehow you never do." I was telling you about the time I saw you with your father, and the first time I desired you, wasn't I?" he put his arm around my shoulder and pulled me in to his side."Well, the next day when Cicero and I were discussing business in his office, I told him what I had seen the night before. He yelled at me, calling me a lot of ugly names that I won't repeat to you. I did a lot of shouting myself and. Joice. She was the one who really made me understand what I did wrong.’ ‘But I was the one who cheated!’ Kristy said with a look of horror. ‘Yes, you did. I had a hand in that too though.’ ‘How?’ ‘I forgot what a marriage was.’ All three of them looked at me like I was nuts. ‘In a marriage you are not only committed to a person, you are committed to their happiness and their desires. Dr. Joice helped me to understand something.’ They were hanging on every word. ‘A happy wife doesn’t cheat. Dr.. Ellen wondered if she could get her mother to admit she sucked Eric’s cock. Ellen knew there would be no limit to what she could get away with if Sheryl admitted she was sucking his cock.Eric was not about to get in the middle of the exchange between his mother and her daughter. His mother had been visiting him twice a week to suck his cock and let him feel her up and rub her pussy. He also had a feeling his mother was about to let him go further with her. Ellen goading his mother into.