The morning would bring new tortures to extract the "secret" of my health. Basripal did not admit to the existence of any of Them save Marduk, not eve...n Ishtar, and so my explanations only brought more torture to find the "truth" he wanted to hear.Early on I lost the child. It could not bear to be borne into this existence. I never learned if it was boy or girl, but soon envied its passing and wished my own would follow. I had thought no pain was greater than childbirth. After losing that baby I. ” No matter what I asked from then on the answer was always the same. “You will just have to wait and see!”So of course my mind is playing through all kinds of possibilities and by 4:30 my mind is racing! I have thought up all kinds of different things in my mind and then I have also told myself do not get too excited. Sometimes she thinks things are wild and going to be great fun and for her they turn out okay, but for me……My phone rings as I get out to the car and she tells me to meet her. He put his clients through a completely unnescessary routine of shutting their eyes and counting down from a hundred, or some other pointless ritual, to disguise the magical commands he was actually giving them. He did everything he could to appear as if he were a regular hypnotist, albeit one with an exceptional record of immediate success.This simple ruse had made him very wealthy and even gained him a few celebrity clients, but still he couldn't help but feel unfulfilled. Stopping people. ” she admitted. “I admit that, but we couldn’t have found a better for us than you two. You both are great lovers, but you aren’t going to tell anyone either. Hell you can’t even admit it to yourselves.”“It’s more complicated than that,” I said.“It doesn’t have to be. Just come see us when you are free all night. We will work out something with you individually for other times. You can be baby sitters for each other,” Happy explained. “We would prefer both of you, but we can take one at.