I was crying now, and she asked again, as she turned another knob below the large one. My nipples felt as if they were being shredded with a grinder ...as the cruel current ripped them, and once again I tried to scream but could not as she looked closely at my eyes. I swore, oh how I swore I would do anything, anything to avoid this treatment, and tried desperately to convince her as the vicious electric torture invaded my balls. My whole body was in excruciating pain now as my nuts exploded. Getting to screw women on a regular basis was an obvious up-side. But the realisation that he was nothing more than a temporary thing, made him feel that his worth was somewhere on a par with a rampant rabbit.Being listless was something new to Robert, but listless he was over the next couple of days. Suddenly, he missed his studies, missed the pressure of assignment deadlines. It was irrational, he knew, but the feeling of baselessness and lack of worth would not shift. The agency called with. She was wearing a Victoria's Secret LOVE PINK hooded sweatsuit with the logo on one breast, the number 86 on the other breast, and the words LOVE PINK across the back of the pants. We sparked up a conversation, during which she received a text from her roommate telling her that she was going to sleep, and to use the key when she returned. We lived in the same complex, so she offered me a ride the rest of the way home. When we got there, I invited her up but to be honest, I wasn't in the mood. John? But I just said ‘Yes I do know him.’ Kind of neutral, trying to be professional and all. ‘Well he sent a message that just says ‘Good luck, have fun and make us all proud.’ Nice of him. Oh wait, there’s more. It says ‘Whatever happens do not – it’s underlined here – do not use T-nodes as an excuse. Just try your best. It’s a great opportunity.’ Then ‘Love, John.” My head was buzzing, trying to process it. Maureen was the one to ask ‘What are T-nodes?’ I could see that Beth was confused by.