All of that I can understand, but what I can't understand is why I havesuch a crush on Kurt? I don't have hormones racing through my system soI can't ...blame them, so why? Has my brain rewired itself to think femalerather than male? Cindy said I was a girl and didn't know it, was sheright? Is that why I have these feelings for another boy, or am I gay?Melisa dropped me off and I went into the house. Mom was visiting Dadand wouldn't be home so I would walk to Cindy's before dinner. I stillhad a. Yoshi was in doing the third of the six repetitions he plannedto go through before he went to bed."Try to extend your arms just a bit more during 'Kingfisher Rises to theSun.' It will make the transition to 'Grasses Sway in the Eastern Wind'that much more elegant." The voice was deep and authoritative.Yoshi stopped in mid sequence and bowed. "Master, I did not hear you comeinto the courtyard."The Master, a tall thin man in a simple blue robe, returned the bow. "Ifyou had, then _I_ would be the. .. Now while Shannon and I were finding out about each other.. our parents were NOT in fact talking about the big football game on the next day.. in fact they were not even outside by the pool.. they were ALL in my parents large bedroom and they were fucking each other just as hard as Shannon and I were... Dad was fucking Kim and mom was lying on top of David sucking on his Cock while he was eating her Pussy. Kim started giggeling.. What are you laughing about Kim my mom asked in between. ”“Such as?”“I’ve told you about having random sex in college to help my GPA? Well, I also did it to help pay my tuition.”“You mean ... like ... Backpage and such?”“Well, Backpage wasn’t really a thing then, but yeah, same idea.”I shrugged. “Okay.”She gave me a baffled look. “You understand I’m saying that I was a whore, right?”“Yep.”“And ... you’re okay with that?”“Do you have any health issues I need to know about?”“No. I knew enough to insist on protection and I got tested every few.