I rolled to my side to let her breath freely and just looked at her, watched her stay in that shock, in that numb and almost catatonic state, while I ...caressed her hair. The patterned mark of my hand in her right butt cheek. She wasnt reacting any longer. That was what I was talking about. That frail creature was mine to use, to savor her perfect little body. But she wasnt what I expected, I wasnt feeling how I expected. I was meant to be fucking her ass right now, just after fucking her. One day while on a tour around some ruins I found a weird amulet, it was a deep dark green and in a shape as if one small cross was inside of another. I thought it looked cool so I decided to keep it as a sort of souvenir from that trip, I tossed it in my bag and didn't think much of it until I returned home. Once I was home, I was taking out my stuff from my bag and I saw the small amulet, I had an idea, I grabbed some string and made a necklace out of the amulet. As soon as I put on my new. ?Can I ask you a question?? Blaine asked tentatively, as he sat on thehospital bed.?Sure,? John was laying on his side with his head on Blaine?s chest.?When you were... well, a boy... did you like boys???No.? John?s answer wasn?t angry or evasive. Just true.?So you liked girls???Yeah, I guess,? it was a confusing and complicated question. Johnwasn?t really sure how to answer it.?So... do you think you like boys because of the hormones???No.??Then why??John lifted his head and looked at Blaine.. She knew the risks and she wanted to help just like you. Plus you brought my sister home!” – Beth says, wiping away some tears and giving Rick a tight hug.Unfazed by the gesture, Rick mumbles: “I don’t know if I can do this anymore, Beth, I really don’t.” – As he feels the smell of Beth’s hair, he wonders: “How the hell can this girl not stink living in this shithole?”“Of course you can, Rick, I know you can. You’ve been this group’s backbone from day one, we all trust you. Maybe you just need.