You are my everything, and I promise you that I will always strive to make you happy. I love you, Fire Hair."Where that came from, I would always wond...er about in the years to come, but it just felt right. We kissed, and again I was in a fog until she broke it. We both got up, dropping our clasped hands to our side. I saw a faint trail into the tree line, so we followed it side by side, not disturbing the sounds of the forest around us. Kat was smiling and I felt like I could start flying at any. " She smiled at me, one of those mysterious women smiles I wasn't sure about."Telling a woman that you can just go to sleep when you climb into bed with her for the first time isn't exactly flattering." I'm about to walk into one, aren't I?" Maybe." She smiled and shut up."I don't want to sleep alone tonight either. But I don't think I would be much good in my present condition." Connie said she could just ask you and you were always up for some sex." Yeah, well, it's been one of those days," I. I dideverything that Sarah requested. I used a depilatory and removed my bodyhair because Sarah requested it. I was easy.Sarah was pleased. But, and it's a big but, after six months, Sarahstopped enjoying the ride. As often as she desired, I mounted her and wefound pleasure together. She still liked to be on top, but wantedsomething more.We were lying in bed and had just finished getting stoned. We both likedbeing high during sex, it just made it better. I was stroking myself. I myself was to experience how easily one is taken in by a lying and censored press and radio in a totalitarian state. Though unlike most Germans I had daily access to foreign newspapers, especially those of London, Paris and Zurich, which arrived the day after publication, and though I listened regularly to the BBC and other foreign broadcasts, my job necessitated the spending of many hours a day in combing the German press, checking the German radio, conferring with Nazi officials and going.