I don't want to be defined by any of this, or worry about how you will be damaged by something I did, or said, or what designer made my dress. I'm not... cut out to be any nearer the center than the fringe, and that's where I'm happy."Now, before I cry, kiss me really good, and tell me that you want me to stay, so I won't cry myself to sleep for the next six-months, thinking it was all one-sided."Without giving me a chance to speak, she kissed me like a lover and walked out.I found out later that. All the boys she could see had a hard on showing in their pants. Troy had knelt between her thighs and pulled himself out. He reached out and touched her crotch and said, "How about giving me a little too Em? I sure could use it and since you're giving it away..."Somehow Emily had found the strength to kick out at him. She had hit him in the chest and knocked him back. "NO! I'm NOT giving it away. I didn't want to do it at all."Steve was still standing over her. He said, "The hell you didn't.. She curled her fingers into my hair as she told me everyone was having a great time at the pub and the conversation got pretty racy just before closing time saying she agreed to have a nightcap at the apartment of one of the regulars after she closed the bar and she was pleasantly surprised to find that he had invited two friends to keep the party going. She told me how she sat on the couch between two of the guys, and it wasn't long before she was taking turns kissing them as they unbuttoned. For this reason males did not approach Connie because of expectation of failure & thus not worth the effort. Whereas the other males confident of success, were too lazy to exert the effort that was perceived to be necessary to get into Connie’s pants. Connie’s reputation had a snowball effect. The more it became obvious that she did not date or not have a date, the more firmer became the notion that she was ‘the ice maiden’. The more her reputation as ‘the ice maiden’ became established the.