Each time was as bad as when I lost her in the fire! I couldn't remember what she said! She'd tell me things, things I knew were important, but it wou...ld all get jumbled up with losing her every time I woke up!"He suddenly felt trapped in the images of waking up without Béla beside him and frantically looked at the head of the bed where she lay sleeping. He breathed a sigh of relief. She was still there. 'Thank God!'Beth sat on the bed, thinking. She understood them both a little better, now.. In fact, purposely you must’ve utterly denied your fascination with the plausible outcome of this occasion. After all, you hardly paid attention to my very clear and adamant warning. ‘But if you like my story,’ I touted you, ‘you must then agree to have sex with me!’ So that was the deal. And daringly, you accepted the arrangement and consented to meet with me–to see what adventures would follow. * * * So as we converse that night, for some time perhaps, we warm up to the mutual affinity we. ? Anyway Rosie, you know that our sex problem predates my crossdressing.??Yes! Let?s! Let me loose please Jay.??First however Rosalie -- since as you can see, I have a really nice appealing erection, I am going to have a little bit of sex. I?ll be gentle. I?m going to lube your vagina and my penis and I?m going to very gently insert it into your vagina. I will be gentle but we will screw. Five, perhaps six years ago I stretched you out on the bed just as you are now and screwed you and you. We did not lift the shutter fully as it would make noise. So we lifted it about 2 feet and crept in. We closed the shutter and switched on the shed light. She was in a sensualising violet nightie. I felt pumped, went near her and hugged her tight. Since we had just under 2 hours we decided to waste no time.We got into the car and both of us were tensed. I slowly got closer to her and rubbed her thighs over her nightie. I held her back neck with the other hand and slowly went closer to kiss her..