', I told her as I closed the hatch. 'I'm terrified of the Court Martial when we land'Tara snorted. 'Well I can't help you with that''Tara please', I ...pleaded with her. 'You've been growing up around the Navy for years. What's going to happen? I want to be out here rather than in prison or getting hanged. I like it out here and I like you and the Captain and everyone. What do I need to do to make them let me stay?'Tara shook her head. 'You are a twat aren't you?''I know I shouldn't have come. Cane liked that his bitches didn't like it, and so he came asecond time into his bitches ass.This time Cane got up off of Bill. And the filth on Canes cock andaround Bills ass was not a pretty sight (or great to smell). So Caneforced his bitch to take a shower with him.Bills ass was so fucking sore, and so he walked funny as he was pulledby the hand and into a large walk in shower. Soon hot water wasspraying out from multiple heads all around the stall, and it would havebeen the best shower. " Open? What's that mean?" Free to play as long as you come home." Both sides?" Of course. I'm not capable of being a one-woman man, but I do need a steady, stable relationship. The woman I have that relationship with will ideally feel the same way. I think that woman is you." Sorry sweetie, sounds good, but I'm nowhere near being ready for something like that." That's okay, I'm a patient man."He was. We did start seeing more of each other and by the end of that four year period I was ready to. I was going through a time when I just wanted to stay in bed and wallow in self-pity, and believe me, I did it well. After awhile the phone stopped ringing and the ‘festive’ invitations stopped coming. No one wanted the ‘dark cloud’ to rain on their Christmas cheer and I couldn’t really blame them. I didn’t even want to be around me. Terrie, my neighbour, called me on the afternoon of the 27th and asked me if I would go over that evening and help her bottle a batch of wine. She wouldn’t take.