See, there’s been white Ho’s through here that have become mother-fucking professionals, but that’s not what’s in store for you. But that’s ...okay, your little white ass will yearn for more after tonight anyways so it ain’t no thing!”Mara took all of his words in. She still hadn’t a clue as to what he was talking about. Her heart started to beat a little faster but the one thing that registered from everything he had just told her was that she was being released after some time so she felt secure. "Does anyone know where pap is?" I asked Lettie."I'll find out," Lettie said.That left just me and Abby. "Papa, it's not right to kill people, is it?" No, Sweetheart. It isn't right. Caleb and Ab are right. We'll find out who did it, then I'll let Ab take care of what needs to be done." Thank you, Papa. I don't want to lose you," she said as she gave me a big hug.Millie and Lettie came back together. They were smiling, so I knew mom was going to be alright. "My mom is taking care of your mom,". He kissed him lightly on the lips and said, “Wait. Just one second.”From deep in his closet, hidden in a shoebox of old keepsakes, he retrieved his bottle of lube—used until this moment just to slick up his cock for his more elaborate jerk sessions, but which he now wanted to put to better use.When Trevor looked at him quizzically, he squirted some into his palm and slid his hand over Trevor’s hard shaft, stroking him lightly. Trevor moaned, his eyes rolling back into his head.“Holy shit, that. I never stand up for myself. I never fight ... I never used to be that way.Now I’m in the hospital. I nearly died, and here this beautiful woman sits holding my hand. She has no idea what a sorry mess I’ve made of my life. She acts as if it doesn’t even matter. I wonder what she’d think if she knew the truth? If she knew that I was a sorry, defenseless failure who was just about to jump from the river bridge and end my life, when her car went over the rail.I wish I could talk to her. I feel.