I needed a teacher, a mentor, and I needed it badly because fear was still looming around every corner. And Siza told me I wouldn’t have fear as a g...od.[U-huh, maybe a great human yet to be met but she seemed nice; I just don’t recall if she wanted to fuck me but I was always amiable, ready, my duty as livestock in service on demand][And I had some great friends from the past like Lois who I came to trust][And of course there’s Fern, my great goddess mentor, who took no bull shit off of me. WE LEFT THE PUB AT 11PM WITH A INVITE TO COFFEE AT PETERS NEW HOUSE IN CRAMLINGTON NOT FAR FROM OUR HOME IN DELAVAL AS I WAS DRIVING I WAS ON PEPSI ALL NIGHT BUT LORRAINE PETER AND ANOTHER OLD PAL ,WELL NOT REALLY OLD 28 YR OLD KARL, WERE PISSED AND AS MY WIFE WANTED TO SEE PETERS HOUSE I RELUCTANTLY AGREED, I SAY RELUCTANTLY COS PETER WAS GETTING BOSSY WITH ME I HAD ALREADY WARNED HIM BUT HE WAS STILL HINTING FOR ME TO LEAVE LORRAINE WITH HIM AND KARL SAYING HE WOULD TAKE CARE OF HER ,. He still had his arm around me and had slipped his other hand inside me dress, he was playing with my nipple. I got goose bumps over my whole body. I got the card out and slipped in the door slot.’ George said, ‘Is this where I get my goodnight kiss or are you going to invite me in?’ ‘George you can come in for a cup of coffee but I have use the little girl’s room, so why don’t you turn the TV on.’ After I came back from the restroom he had found some slow soft music on the TV. I went over. He barely managed a nod. Amy just smiled back at him. He lifted her up, carrying her like a husband would do to a wife on their wedding night. Her arms rapped his neck, she looked into his eyes and let out a sigh of bliss, she knew this was the night when all those fantasies she had for months would come true. After Saxon drove them back to her house. She got into the shower to wash off Jason's horrid smell. Saxon sat down on the sofa and waited for Amy, just thinking of her made him erect..