My mother doesn't look at my report cards. A girl, making it on brains? Completely doesn't get the concept. All girls have is a body. I told her the o...ther night that she just thinks I'm as dumb as a rock because she is. I got slapped for that, too. Anyway, that's her thing-your body is all you got, so sell it to the nearest bidder. Lily Woodard would really blow her mind, huh?" Ed managed a grin at that."Amanda asked me yesterday why I freeze up when I get touched. This is why. I've had it. Fuck. We need to be at the airport by 9 at the latest so we don't miss our flightI jump out of bed, put on my dressing gown and run straight to the bathroom and twist the doorknob. It's locked. "Hurry up! Who's in there?!" It's me, can't you wait!"That's my sister, Ashlee (or Ash), the single most annoying thing in my life, she's two months younger than me but she acts like a fucking five year old all the time. She always was competitive in sixth form too, she was always trying to one up me in. . close enough to the mantle that it’s always a little warm ... there is a man. No one knows what he did to sit in that chair behind that desk ... but it didn’t kill him.This is where the burn bags go ... not the contents ... just the bags ... to be issued when called for. They ... the bags ... come by trolly and left at the door. The numbered bags are empty. They have been searched by men ‘on their way up’ and searched by men ‘on their way down.’ One of the ways to become an ‘up’ is to find. I felt sohappy, repulsed and scared all at the same time. My mind raced a millionmiles a minute. I felt like I was trapped in a really weird eroticnightmare. I tried my best to move, but couldn't budge an inch. Leana tooka sip of her coffee and looked at me. "In fact, pet, I think I would like some cream this morning."Again my body walked over to the kitchen and fetched some cream. I poreduntil ordered to stop and then put the cream away before standing by myseat again. She smiled pleasantly at.