They didn't want him.He thought about how many people had told him that this was not thebe-all-and-end-all of auditions - that there were plenty of au...ditionsahead of him, but, by coming to The Cape, the production team had madethis audition infinitely more important. It was the most important dayof his life so far and he'd messed it up, royally. Even though hewanted to happy for Ed and Rose, it was hard because their successmade his failure look so, so, so much worse."Hi, honey," Marilyn called. But Ben just laughed and cried out as he came, splattering the sides of the shower cubicle, but also his Mother's face. Smiling he turned off the water and got his breath back.There would be a time when this happened. He was sure of it...Dinner had been a quiet affair.Paulina had still not yet gotten over the sight of her Son masturbating in front of her, standing in the shower pulling on his thick, long member as the water cascaded down him. Ben tucked hungrily into his pasta as Paulina took. Into this college town and my apartment building my best friend's sister Mandy appeared. Well, she didn't just appear. I was expecting her. Art, my Navy buddy, had told me she was coming to my university. I was ready to start my senior year. I had taken off for four years to serve in the Navy. While I was away Mandy had grown up. She was now twenty years old. She had went to a junior college down in the southern part of the state for two years. Her grades were good enough to get her into the. ‘You’ll soon find your way around here,’ he whispers, ‘even though it might look confusing now.’ He stops and kneels down and motions for me to do the same. He lifts his fingers to his lips, indicating that we should remain silent. He looks through the bricks into what appears to be a narrow opening. Ever so quietly, he whispers in my ear, ‘Look through this opening, but stay quiet. Just whisper to me if you need to talk.’ I take a look and can barely believe what I see. I am almost breathless.