He lies to others and he lies to himself. He tells everybody he loves her… that the well being and happiness of the f****y are well worth the sacrif...ice when all he’s thinking about is spanking his twenty year old secretary and what he’d do if he won the lottery… loser, facking loser. Of course I saw through all that shit from a young age… and it’s kind of funny because I’m not book smart or anything… I haven’t got any degrees or fancy diplomas… but I’ll tell you what I have got that a facker. I would look at their photos eagerly searching to see their bulges, but I have never had the possibility of seeing a naked man before and that intrigued me. But at that moment, I had no idea of what was happening or what to think. I heard the water running and imagine him taking a shower. After maybe five or ten minutes later the water stopped flowing and he came out.My eyes had grown used to the dark and I could see that he had a towel and proceeded to dry himself. Soon I was able to tell that. I wanted to allow her to manipulate me, yet I felt compelled to fight. I had to defeat her.She clung tightly to my waist, holding herself against my back while I was busy trying to pull my thong back up. I couldn't turn to face her. She twisted her right leg around mine, making it difficult for me to move. Suddenly, she leaned hard to the right side. I couldn't move my leg to prevent my fall and down I went.She clung to my back, sliding up slowly to get her left arm across my throat once more. I was amazed at how sexy and girly I felt wearing this lingerie. I practiced walking around the apartment getting used to the heels, which was quite a chore. They were only 3 inches but felt like 6. I damn near fell a dozen times before I somewhat got control of it. I went and got a beer and sat on a bar stool at the bar and smoked a cigarette with my legs crossed like a woman I loved the look of my legs with the stockings and heels, it was so intoxicating. I finished my cig and beer and.