We both started to undress, while Sheena told Lana:“This is where I fuck Anita on a regular basis...and she loves when I use my strap on to fuck her... in the ass…” She remarked it…Stupid bimbo Lana just stood there with her arms folded, listening to Sheena brag about her sexual superiority over me.Lana turned to me for confirmation, rising an eyebrow.Sheena opened up the nightstand and pulled out a huge black rubber dildo, shiny and covered with very realistic veins…She waived it to the dumb. Joann ask "Do you'll what to go eat to the beach with us and concert tonight?" Mary looks at me " We both say "yes"! As we say that Mary take Joann's hand, look at me say " you don't mind ,baby?" I say "no". Follow behind them, Mary say " if we are going to the beach, i need to go get swimsuit." Joann say " we are going private beach, u don't swimsuit, all you need is you birthday suit." Mary blushes say" did you hear that honey?" I say " yes, i did." Mary slide closer to Joann. Joann slide. Even if I could understand what made her do it, if I could find a way of forgiving her, I still don't see how I can forget."I felt exhausted, and took a swig of beer. Phil sat silent. I guess he decided to put the other point of view, whether out of kindness, to give me something to argue about so as to help me to realise my own true feelings, or whether just because he likes a good argument in the pub, I don't know.But he pushed me, "Plenty of couples do. Or learn to live with it, maybe like. I couldn't wait and I don't know if I have ever jacked off that much as I did in that week. When I finally got to his place we went out for some burgers and beer. I suggested that we go back to the porn theater but he said that he had a tape we could watch at his place instead. We fixed drinks and he put on a tape on his VCR. As the movie played he fixed us another drink and this time sat beside me. My heart was in my throat. I was so excited but at the same time scared. Did I really want to do.