Then Rafiq asked me: “Toh aapko pata toh haina ki outside settlement me kya karna padega aapko? (So, you know na what you have to do for outside set...tlement?)I said: Main sure nahi hun par agar aap khulkar bataain to main bhi sahi jawab de saku. (I’m not sure but if you will say clearly I can answer you with surety.)Rafiq said: Humse sex karna padega. (You have to do sex with us)And that very moment, Salim pinched my nipple. Although he was doing all the things above my bra and blouse it was so. I love the look and thescent of a woman. How soft and smooth the skin of a woman is. How shepresents herself to me in lingerie. She is like a gift with her mosttantalizing parts wrapped in lace with some bows .Her deferring to me asthe aggressor, wanting me to unwrap her. It the combination of the actand person it is with. It has to be everything. Not just me with a strapon with a man."Al was processing the information which Lisa just shared with him. SweetThing wanted to be able to provide. OK OK, so what if I wasn't a damsel anymore; I WAS in distress.And something was happening deep in my tummy. My old friend, lust, was coming back. It was so ironic. Why now? I kept pushing those feelings away. But every time I stood next to him, brushed against him helping to move a big branch, that electricity was there. Me and that big man, both of us covered in sawdust, dressed in ugly winter work clothes. Me and Paul. Me and Paul. No No NO!When we had a path for the car to get out to the. Vicky laid back on the bad calmly, lit an Eve120 cigarette (I was in too much pain to watch or care), and she said, “Make us breakfast. Eggs, bacon, toast, coffee, juice. When it’s done, go shower, get dressed again, but in your blonde wig, same tits and bra, no panties, but black hose, highest heels, and whatever passes for your makeup. Now go.” *An hour later I came out of the shower and dressed as I was ordered to. All I had for makeup was blue eyeshadow and red lipstick, I was not.