On my own. That rocked me back on my heels, so I cut right back. Tried not to drink alone. Alaina was great; she met up with me once a week for just a... couple of social drinks and chat at a bar; that helped so much. Then she vanished; I was miserable and nearly started stupid drinking again, but then I hooked up with Ricky.” She laughed, a little more bitterly than self-deprecatingly. “When he split, I discovered computer games. They don’t desert you; you can save it and start again pretty much. One of my chat friend name rajasekar,chat with me,he is very decent.He didnt ask mu pic and num ,only we chat nearly one month.In between the day we chat lot and know more.One day we plan to meet .In my room they are 5 members including me,all are working in it field,one Sunday room mates are plant to go movie,but i said i have a computer class so i cant able to join with you.So 4 members are get ready to go mayajaal.My room in ashokpillar so they all start from room at 7.30 am itself,then i. Monday arrived and the two men appeared from the village on sturdy push bikes, the standard transport of the local working men. Tom showed the younger man the old washhouse that he used for a work-shop; the tools such as they were hung neatly on the wall, garden tools in the Greenhouse in the walled garden, all cared for in the same meticulous way. They looked at the hedges, the flower beds, and the veg plot, then in what had once been the cart shed he showed Tim the old car Ursula used once a. I hope you can forgive me?" A momentago, I'd have forgiven her anything. Now, her simple apology set me onedge. I fought for control and finally, I asked her: "Darla, what have I donethat you'd treat me this way?" I couldn't hide the pain that I'd beenfeeling any longer and the tears burst forth. The sound of her own tears echoed in my ears. "You haven't done anythingJoan. Really, you haven't. Sometimes though, when I look at Fred andremember the way he held you in his arms and kissed you, it.