The other ingredients are that she'd been drinking, that gets her motor running, and something else has been going, on like a sexy movie or something.... On those few occasions Katie and I have had sex to remember! That's when I've heard her scream and when she's really lost control.A few years ago we found out that my sperm count was too low for Katie to conceive. That really hit her hard. For about a month Katie was in terrible shape, crying and feeling bad about herself. I did everything I. She taught me to associate being restrained with the ultimate pleasure of orgasm, leading me to crave being made vulnerable and helpless. All too soon, the vacation was over and it was time for me to return to the mundane world of earning a living.I remember vividly getting ready for my first day back to the office. I came out of the shower to find new lingerie laid out on the bed for me. It consisted of a matching camisole, garter belt and pair of panties, all in black with lavish red lace. Everyone agreed and so we made our way to the cars. I was a bit nervous as now I would have to be with Tom all alone in the car as we drove to the hotel. Once we were on our way Tom and I talked quite a bit. Mostly about Sharon and how we both really thought she was wonderful. I asked Tom how he knew her and Tom said that he and Sharon had been friends since childhood and that they were like brother and sister. That made me feel much better since I was beginning to feel a bit jealous when. I thought our friendship went deep enough for you to answer that foryourself"A second later it was as if my secret were absurd as I failed to appreciate herposition as a friend. I had no real male friends other than mere acquaintances.Over the years my association was with friends like Becky and a few other girlsin my class who somehow I perceived as ones who might accept my issues."Well... can I see what kind of style my 'girlfriend" has with her lingerie?" Itwas the kind of question that was.