” She blushed. “Thank you.” Both of them grinned, paused and said together, “Thanks won’t do.” She smiled and gave him a big hug and cud...dled into him. The cab stopped in front of his hotel and out they went. They went in, still hand in hand and smiling like crazy before checking into a room with a breath taking view of the bay. He dropped his bag the moment they entered the room and hugged her tightly. “I’ve wanted to do that since forever. You do feel soft and cuddly.” She laughed a little. Well I was hungry but I didn't think in my wildest dream that I could eat the"Real Man" steak. I just ordered one that was 16 oz. As she walked away, I heard her comment to one of thewomen that someone should start feeding me better or I just might waste away.The dinner was great and there was a lot of conversation with the people on both sides of me and they werevery understanding about things when I was telling them about feeling like I was nothing but a banker andservant to my family and. I chose the north, because the business were generally down in southern end. Yeah I had the dog food plant but they operated round the clock, so they seldom had break ins. It gave me a chance to tool around the local back roads. Those roads had hairpin curves that were not banked. Aside from being an adrenaline rush they were getting me ready for the day when I went to live in Florida or Louisianan. To next go somewhere with cool roads and warm weather was the plan.I knew I wasn't going to be. So he never said anything, trying to tell himself it won’t come back to bite him in the ass. Joe heaved a sigh. He loved his family. He loved the farm. He loved his job. But sometimes he wished he could be just a farmhand on someone else’s farm again, free to fool around and follow his heart. Or his gut. Or other body parts. Damn. Now he was thinking about those other body parts. It wasn’t helping. Finally, the road had inclined upwards and then sloped down on the other side of a low hill,.