This was, in effect, a test of my faith. Did I really have the courage of my convictions? And if I didn’t, what did that mean? Certainly it would me...an I owed April an apology and, if she wanted it, a chance to restore our relationship. It would also mean leaving the Church as so many of the kids who went off to college did. But I didn’t want to do that. The only choice was to take the bull by the horns, so to speak, and confess.But that led to the next question, one that Father Herman was sure. He pressed steady but gently, and when my ass began to feel like it was going to tear open I told him and he eased back a little. Such a gentle man for being so big and muscular. We did it over and over. Him pressing in until the pain came, easing back, waiting, me saying "OK" and him pressing again. Each time he went a little deeper before it hurt much. He was caressing my back and my ass, and in between tries he leaned onto me, kissed my neck and played with my nipples. Sexy. Finally he. " They're bored with you," said Annette with a grin."Nonsense! OK, Tilly and Midge have gone off again but Teal hasn't left me alone." Man's man or something."She put the coffee on the table and sat down opposite him. Harry's chest tightened. She had something big on her mind. She looked at him. He could read sadness and resolution in her eyes. There was still warmth though. He took a deep breath."Tell me, Tig." I need to tell you more about me," she said quietly, "because at the moment I'm not. Our high school was small and we only knew of one guy in school who was either bi or gay and we found that out when we were hiking in the woods one day when we were 17. Ill tell you about that later on.Summer brought us a lot more free time and a lot more chances to mess around. Since we both woke up in the morning with boners we helped each other out every day before we got dressed and if we went biking or hiking in the woods a lot of times we would stop to pee or something and seeing each.