And all eyes were on me and I was dying in the pain that engulfed me and swallowed me whole. If only I could die I would be happy. Laying eyes on my s...on erased the pain and closed the wounds on my face and body, it breathed new life into me and assured me that our souls are real, and that our pain however intolerable is fleeting and not in vain. I was afraid to touch him as if he were made out of cotton candy and my fingers could reshape him and turn him into nothing but so much sugar from. It was a cold and drizzly night as i was standing onthe front stoop of Master Kyle and beginning to getcold and very wet. i waited for what was about 10 minutes when Masterbuzzed me in. i knew why it took so long for Himto buzz me in, He wanted me to have a good chill on and be wet. i knocked on Master's door when i reached his apartmentand immediately knelt to my knees as His requirementwas that when announcing yourself at His door, a slaveshould be on all fours. He opened the door for me,. I panicked and froze. I didn’t know what to do. Then at that moment he was there in the door way.“Oh, Jenny. I thought Jimmy was home. “I had nowhere to hide. I had to turn and face Mr. Robinson. I was mortified. I turned and stammered” ahh, it’s not. It’s not what. Ahhh”He said “holy shit jimmy! I thought you were Jenny. Ahhh what is going on here? “I was completely humiliated. I said” Mr. Robinson, it’s not what it looks like”He said” well, Jimmy its cool. I know a few gay people. Ahh, I. That is enough –He was sitting my bed, I sat by him and rubbed his thigh, eventually looking at his eyes. He said,– Well, what are we gonna do here? –I held his neck with my hands and said,– you will see! –As I hugged him tight and started kissing him. He also soon hugged me back and started kissing me back. He slowly laid me on the bed and we were violently stripping each other naked.After a while, we were laying on the bed, kissing each other. Then, he repeatedly kissed me down to my breast.