I am sure my soul is damned to hell for my thoughts much less my actions."You want to help momma baby, and let uncle Rick make you feel good too", she... asks?"Marsha seems shy and puts her hand to her mouth and leans against the door frame and can't look at us as she says, "I do mom but I'm embarrassed, nobody has ever seen me naked but you and Kenzie, no guys." You have nothing to be embarrassed or ashamed of Marsha, I think you're beautiful and you should be proud to allow me to see you. Take. I’ve never so much as touched a boy, or man, and I don’t know what came over me, but I wanted to win the hill race. I wanted it so badly because I want you to make me not be a virgin, and I don’t want an audience or a cheer section. I want it to be gentle and loving and God, I want it in the worst way! There I said it, now you can laugh if you want to!” The last was said fairly defiantly.I crossed the distance to the couch and knelt, so I could look into her downcast eyes. “God, Melody, I’d. No, she'd been living a fantasy life these past two months, one never meant for the likes of her and if she's was one tenth the person Jenna and Prue keep telling her she was, she'd head back to England straight away and let Prue and her husband get on with their lives. She also knew she'd better do it soon because if she stayed much longer she'd not be strong enough to do the right thing and leave.Sara couldn't look Prue in the eyes as she shook her head, thanking her for the kind offer but. A small “Yuck”, leaving his voice as he turned away from Jessica. Laughter resonances as she ran off leaving Kevin and I in a daze of bewilderment. That look on Kevin face was so shocking it was able to burn a memory in my mind. That was the first time I thought Kevin may have had a thing for boys. Years would pass and Kevin was still my best friend. He and I grew up and had several of the same events throughout those few years. We both were nerds and nothing about Kevin stood off as weird.