Beer, pot, sex and wine… well three out of four ain’t bad? Sigh… I hate to have to admit this, but I managed to escape highschool with my virgin...ity completely intact. Fuck! No female had ever seen my dick since infancy. What kind of life am I leading? Ack!Tons of uglier guys got laid, but not me. Even fricking Jeff David Harmeyer got laid, and he was a dick! But, I had Zero game. I was terribly shy, partly because of my teenage acne which was, thankfully, clearing up, but also my upbringing was. "See, if she's on the property the servants will find her in no time," Finley reassured his brother."But what if she's not on the property?" Charles remained unconvinced, "I'm going to go check the stables to see if maybe she took a horse," he said then hurried off.All the horses had been there, and the servants' search had come up empty handed. Ashton and Sanford had worriedly helped look when they had come home and found the house in such a commotion. Charles had even ridden over to Jane's. "To the medicine stationwith you both."He turns to Gerry Desmond, the hall monitor who knows well enough tolinger a bit after the scene. Gerry is already filling out the hall passslips; one for me and one for Lisa."You will give them permission slip?" he asks Gerry.Gerry simply nods as he finishes up the second slip. He tears the stubsfrom the pad and hands them to us. He takes a moment to linger on myattire, smiles, and heads back down the stairs to his class. Lisa and Iare left alone in the. We spent a whole day going over her former lovers, losers, and the ones she never got to love."When it's all said and done, Kevin Townsend was my one great love, though," Constance said, tearfully. "When he was murdered by the Muslim terrorists, a part of me died with him.' As she shed another tear for the former me, I felt the weight of my past hanging over me like a millstone, threatening to drag me to the depths of the sea."Constance, if you let it, the past can destroy you. It's entirely up.