)She'd been best in state in both high jump and pole vault and set a state record. At the state meet-held at Autzen Stadium on the university campus-s...he tied her state record to win the pole vault, and achieved a personal best to win the high jump. Coach Myers, the track coach, assured us of her own 'full ride' scholarship in the fall. (And, like me, she earned a couple of small academic scholarships, too.)We moved home for the summer, into our 'chicken coop, ' to spend some time with our. I avoided mirrors. I knew in abstract that I didn't look good. I could see it in their eyes, but I didn't want to see the difference that misery made. I knew I was thinner, my jeans hung off my hips, and my muscles had lost their roundness. I was a sculpture made of wire and sticks. I felt empty.At night Nuka kept me company, whether I was home or not. I couldn't stand to be alone in my own bedroom. Mum had given up that fight pretty quickly after Babaanne had put her foot down. So Nuka. Deepak ne kah yaar wo sab to theek hai lekin namrta meri sagi bahen hai toh mene ushe kaha namrta teri bahen hai isliye toh tujhse puch raha hu aur kya me namrta ke liye bura ladka hu aur deepak tu toda practicle soch namrta bhi jawan hai uski bhi chut me khujli machti hogi kabhi na kabhi toh woh chudegi hi aur koi aira gaira uska faida uthaye ish se toh yahi accha hai ki me ushe chodh du aur tujhe toh khush hona chahiye ki teri bahen tere best friend se chudh rahi hai jishe tu acche se jaanta. She called Poonam but there was no response. In the evening I went for a walk and that is when I saw Poonam coming out of a police station with an aunty and her son!! I was confused as to what happened. I was about to approach her but she left in a hurry without noticing me.I went home and told mom she said we have no option but to wait until Poonam arrives. After 2 days I was feasting on my mom’s boobs in the afternoon when the doorbell rang. I was annoyed and told my asshole dada will open.