‘Elise, are you ok?’ she asks. ‘Oh yes fine, fine, I am just excited I guess. Or maybe this costume is too hot for me.’ ‘Well if you need t...o go back just let me know, it will probably be lame here anyway.’ I could only laugh in response. The feeling became stronger the further in we got, but I just pushed through it. No need to waste a perfect evening. ********** ‘Whoa dude, you ok?’ ‘Um yeah, just tripped on my shoe or something.’ ‘Oh ok.’ I was too embarrassed to tell him that I felt weak. "Toni, I don't understand," he said.Wild thoughts flashed through my mind. Should I tell him I'd had amastectomy? I dismissed it right away. The only thing I could do wastell the truth even if it meant the end of everything."Todd," my voice quavered "I don't know how to tell you, but I must. I'mnot exactly what you think, in fact I'm not physically female - yet. I'mtransgendered."Todd looked puzzled."You mean you're a transvestite?" No!" I gasped "Well yes in a sort of way but it's. I chatted with her in a banter I neverknew I had in me. I knew these girls were paid to be flirtatious so Ididn't give it much thought, but by the time I was ready to walk away,she was telling me she was about to go off shift. Somehow, some way, weended back in my room later.She was a dark-haired, vaguely Polynesian looking girl with giant orb-like breasts pushed up to insane heights by her Mandalay Bay waitressoutfit. She had ruby red lips, dark eyes, and other than her breasts,. . She didn`t want to talk about it for days, and when I brought that up again it was just : `it is all your fault, I`m just an object to you..` For next ten days she is all moody and sad and I decided to fly over there to visit her. I kissed her when I got there and we talked a lot, me sayin` I`m realy sorry for what happened and after some time we got into bed. We actualy made love, and I felt realy connected to her. Maybe that was because she was so vunerable or because she was with other.