Perhaps if I had these experiences in my early twenties, then I wouldn’t be doing this as a married woman. So the question is, do I feel bad about n...ot telling my husband? No, I do not. I think I’m still a good wife to him in all other aspects that come with a marriage and my love and emotional connection with him remains strong and stable. But I still have my own needs and desires that need to be met and unfortunately, my husband has not been able to satisfy them ever since I got involved with. These stories are purely a release but I am trying to improve my writingand I cannot think of a more fun way to practice. I am editing theentire piece regularly and if anyone is interested in talking, my emailis [email protected])Dry Dock Part IIII did not know what Max did for a living. Was not too concerned. Iassumed he was in the Navy like me. I could not even guess his age orbegin to tell you what his interests were. What I did know was that hishands had rough calluses on them which I. " I've never heardof Zipper. "They look...Lonely. There's no people." He laughs."Yeah, I notice that too sometimes." I set my glassdown and start unbuttoning my blouse. "I like them." I breathe thewords and watch him watching me. I move my fingers very slowly, deliberatelyfor him. I'm unsure what he expects, what he wants, so this is mydemonstration, my act of submission. "You'rebeautiful Lisa." He watches as I slip my blouse over my shoulders, drapingit on the arm of the couch, Sitting there. Everythingabout associating with nerds had been drummed into her via the toxicityof the Alpha females. That she had led them in this for so long didn'thelp her anxiety at going to talk to Colin, but the attitude hadoriginated from Fiona, before Lauren had taken over the gang. Lauren hadjust adopted it as the norm when she'd become leader of the alphafemales. Now she was not only going to have to swallow her pride and goand interact positively with one of them, but it was also one whom.