‘What?’ I ask, unable to mask my shock at her implication. Does she know about John and I? Is this her way of telling me? My head is spinning. ‘...Shhh,’ she holds me as she smooths my hair. ‘I’m just saying that you’d have been more comfortable with a man,’ she smiles. ‘Isn’t that right?’ I breathe a sigh of relief. She doesn’t know. But then what is this about? Is she offering to have John spank me? Or fuck me? ‘Yes,’ I answer quietly. ‘But John… ,’ I don’t finish. I don’t know what to say. I. Was she only using it as an excuse to have sex with me, and taking contraceptives? I have already dumped my spunk into her numerous times, and despite her protestations, I knew she enjoyed it. Why then, was she not pregnant yet?All at once I felt completely overwhelmed, and the word slipped from my mouth before I could stop it. "No." What?" Both Lisa and Geo chimed together."No," I repeated, lifting my gaze to look at Geo, certain about how I felt. "No more. If you want to get pregnant, you are. She felt a sense of liberation as she reset the alarm clock and flipped quickly over on to her back. She spread her legs and frantically pushed her bikini bottoms across to one side out of the way, desperate to experience her orgasm now that she knew her long period of self-denial would soon be over. She stroked her hand over the freshly smooth skin of her newly-shaven mound and slid three fingers between the warm, wet folds of her labia to find her swollen pleasure centre. The touch sent waves. ‘Thanks hon, that means a lot, really. Ok, let’s clean up this mess, well could you guys? Then maybe we could watch a movie on-demand?’ I asked. They all stood up and started clearing the table. I was so proud of them at that moment. If there was anything to get me through this, it would be them. After they cleaned up, they helped me get comfortable on the recliner, and we all sat and watched a new action movie about an earthquake that had just come out. After the movie, Sidney helped me get to.