I scoff at this pitiful water and continue. There is a lovers' tree that marks the right path. Initials scrawled all over the aching tree and I wonder... if the lovers stopped to think how the tree felt as they harshly carved their innocent initials into the base.I see a fallen tree coming up on my path. And my insides begin to heat up. Nature! What could be more exciting? Pure nature, no manmade structures needed to make it more beautiful. I come up to the dead tree. It is up to my thighs and I. "Devlin took her accounting book and English Lit books with her. She had class in 30 minutes and didn't figure Denise would take anywhere that long.Denise was sitting in one of the chairs watching the people in the lobby. She stood when she saw Devlin. "Sorry to impose on you like this," Denise said, "but there was an incident at the Athletic Club, and I had a few questions." What happened?" Devlin asked. "I heard a scream, but when I asked the girl at the front desk what was going on she told. He goes to hand it to me, but I turn my palm up,"Just squirt some in my hand mate." I tell him, looking him directly in the eyes.He swallows HARD, uncaps the bottle and pours a little in my hand. With that I lather myself up, still only about a foot away from him, still keeping eye contact and making sure I give my cock and balls a proper cleaning. Once done, I take a few steps back into the running water and just let the suds run off my body, eyes closed. When I'm finished I turn the shower. . The diary went on over many months to describe the fascination that grew in me with being a woman. The first pair of pantyhose I bought?..the first time I shaved my legs??the men I fantasized about. I read it entirely and lay there stunned. I had no memory of this. I had never had a homosexual thought in my life. Apparently I had also shared these feelings with Jake which is why he had invited me aboard! I stayed in my suite for most of the next few days desperately trying to remember any.