" Yes, Rebecca, I think you do too." Rebecca?" It's Mom's new name for you. If you can't be a man again or don't wantto be a man again."'Rebecca, I li...ke that name. Rebecca Slater is nice. Rebecca McBride isnicer.' Hiromi thought. "How often do you and Mom talk?" I've been talking to Mom a lot. Am I right in thinking you don't wantto be a man again?"A restaurant employee went by the table right at that moment. He was inhis early forties, kind of old for a fast food restaurant. .."Erika blushed furiously. "Yea I guess I was...."Matthew saw her blush.. "Its ok Erika. I really dont mind. I actually find it attractive" M-m-m-me watching you?" Yep. It does..."Matthew thought fast."Erika want to come into my house?" Umm...sure."Erika entered the house and Matthew loved her smell. She smelled wonderful. He was getting hard just by smelling her. She noticed that he sort of sniffed. She smiled but didn't smile enough to be noticed."Sit down Erika." Thank you Matthew.He had to. And I loved it. I was exhausted. Michele, you even noticed and commented on how I looked. I was messed up. But in a totally good way. A totally satisfied way. But like I’ve never been satisfied before. Your dad and I have talked about this and it is nothing to do with Jack. We’re still as in love as we ever were, but what I felt last week was different and it was an awakening for me. And that’s what this is about. That’s what we want to talk about.”I looked at Tim. He shrugged his shoulders. We. "No," Mom shook her head. "He's just going to be practice. You can do whatever you want with him too." Anything?" I bit my bottom lip."Pretty much," Mom shrugged. "But make him love you first, that's the important thing. You have to practice that and after the man completely adores you, well ... then you can break him." Break him?" I giggled."Like an old toy," Mom laughed. "I promised his mother you'd send the man back home in tears. She's worried that he doesn't really love her enough." Oh," I.