The phone got passed to one woman who looked to be in her mid twenties and when she saw the app she smiled, then she slowly moved her finger up and do...wn the screen while looking at me. Each time that her finger went up the screen I closed my eyes and held my breath as I fought to keep still.The woman did this a few times just to confirm what she already knew, and I knew that she knew then she turned it up to full blast and left it there as she watched me struggle to keep still and quiet until. It was myfantasy so I wanted to do it my way. In essence I was topping from thebottom. We weren't always successful. We played on and off, sometimessuccessfully, sometimes enjoyable, sometimes we fought.After a few years and a lot of relationship & personal work I finallyreached a place where I think I understand what it means to submit. It'smy fantasy, it's my desire, I'm the one who in the end realized that ifI wanted to enjoy it I really need to learn to submit totally to my Wifeand to do. He did too. He gave her tissue to put up her crack. He raised her panties, lowed her dress and said, "thank you, Jennifer. That was very nice of you to do that for me."When Jennifer returned to her desk, her reaction was that it was all unreal. He had not touched her tits, nor had he kissed her. She was not sweaty, or were her clothes rumpled. The phone rang. She answered it and went on with business like nothing had happened.John did not mention what had happened during the rest of the day.The. Judy's house was too small for the five of us so we decided to move her and Sandy into my house. I had to get used to calling it our house from that point on. Ok then, so doing the math we had four bedrooms and five people. Somebody had to double up. Wait, what was I thinking? I will be generous and share the master bedroom with Judy. After all it was the only way to survive the nights.I called a real estate agent I knew well and helped Judy put her house on the market. Three days after it was.