And we share lots of personal things with each other and nobody else. Which is why I know about you and Josh, I think you know what I mean by that."I ...certainly did. My initial reaction was anger at Josh. We promised to never tell anyone else about our sexual past, never and no matter what. I kept my promise and Josh didn't. Dex must have sensed my angry reaction. "Don't be angry at him. I'm the only one he told and I won't ever tell anyone else. I brought this up for a reason so is it ok with. I let my head fall back ontothe bed and closed my eyes. My fingers were rolling my nipples. The roomfelt very still and warm.Jude's cock felt odd at my opening; a curious, rather perplexing, sensationof softness and firmness. My arse lips were open and he lodged his penisbetween them, up against my sphincter. I felt him press forward and felthis glans enter me. I heard myself gasp with surprise. It was a curiousfeeling to be penetrated and not have any awareness of the mechanicalresponses of my. The mire of regret, a fetid, rotting bog of presumed failures and missteps. No those places are better off left untread. That won't do. The gloom that seeps into her prison from the outside world is more than enough.In normal times an escape is easily arranged. A munch, play party, or a privet scene would lead her to better places. But those are not here now. Vanished, they had been exiled. It is simply not safe. It's not worth the risk, Not for a brief moment of excitement. Too many people she. I figured that it’s embarrassing for you, and even a little embarrassing for me, but I really enjoyed it, and thought you did too. Have you been thinking much about it?”I lied and replied, “Well, all I’ve been thinking about it is how weird and so much out of character it was for me to do that, and for you to encourage it. In all our years as friends nothing like that has ever come up, and we’ve even laughed about some of the boys in high school and other men we’ve seen that seem to have gay.