I got really clean, really clean.After that, my first sexual intercourse was also with a sixteen-year old boy and while I had nothing to compare, I th...ought it was pretty good. I loved it, couldn't get enough.Then, we broke up and I targeted Troy who would hit on me some when I was over at Lucy's.He was cute, funny, kind of sexy in an off-beat way and I knew he wanted me and that's what often attracts me. Probably like most girls.So, anyway, I was at Lucy's one Saturday and her mom had her go do. Fred put his hands over his ears and quietly said, "Shit."THE RETREATSupper at the retreat had been a loud affair, everyone talking and laughing — except Jeff, who appeared stressed just to take part in the conversations. Most seemed to want to ask him questions. (Alesha was out with Jessie, so they could now talk freely with each other.) Questions about what Jeff had done off-planet. Questions they had already asked one way or another before. He tried to keep his answers civil, and thought he. I suspected that he was going to bring up sending incomplete messages at his next meeting with Miguel and Maco.Stopping my horse, I took out my mirror, signaled acknowledgment and then asked for numbers and names.The reply took a few minutes but eventually, it did come back.George and I looked at each other in disbelief.Every Mescalero and Chiricahua we’d invited, plus numerous others, had already shown up as had several Western Apache we hadn’t invited. Forty-two Apache leaders were waiting. Hurt feelings, disappointment, and excitement placed my hubby and I into a rollercoaster of emotions, but finally we found a serious Bull who not only wanted me but wanted to guide us through this first monumental step. We had our first conversations and emails out of the way, had our lunch date Two days earlier and were now preparing for the final step.Even though the weather outside was horrible, nothing…..NOTHING was going to ruin this experience for my husband and he made preparations.