Sumit slept at the far edge of the cot and I slept at the other end. I switched off the light and in darkness, we continued to talk about movies, picn...ic places, and many other topics.I was getting sleep but was very excited too in presence of Sumit. All stories of Mamtani and party came to my mind. What if it happens? The thought itself made me wet. I thought Sumit had slept and then I also tried to close my eyes to get some sleep. But where was sleep? I could not.Maybe I went to sleep after a. Col looked across at her mother. “Mutti, we need to ask Herr Watling how much longer we need to hide.”Mutti Frida looked across at her daughter. “Why’s that so important, Col?”“I want to stop being a boy. I want to become a girl again.”Mutti Frida nodded in understanding. “I know, Col, but we need to be safe. That comes first, sure...”“No, Mutti.” Col leapt on to her mother’s commitment to safety. “I want you to ask him. I’m fed up wearing boys clothes and I’m fed up with pretending to be a. . Oh, God, that feels so good...." He dug his finger deep, slipped in another, pressed his palm against her clit and moved it in slow circles. "Tell me again," he whispered. "I've always loved you, Chahlie... I've missed your hands so much..." She made a strangled sound, deep in her throat. "Ggg... Ungh... I'm going to c-come, Chahlie... Make me come... Make me come now, like you used to..."He stroked her long and deep, so firm and gentle and insistent all at once, keeping the smoothly sliding. I decided that I could not dothis sitting down. I tried to find a good view of what I was doing. I tried standing andstill could not find a good position. Finally I put the lid to thetoilet down and put a leg up on it. I could now see what I was doing andhad enough balance and control of my hips to work the tampon in. Due tothe blood flow and sleekness of the applicator, the tampon easily slidup my vagina. I pushed sleek tip of the applicator in about two inchesdeep. I then pushed on the handle.