She absolutely loves it. She was ecstatic on Friday night when Celeste included the whole family in her first times with Dad. She and Carol had never ...gotten to see a first time before.”She grinned again, then responded with a more-serious face, “Well, if I have to put up with having to have sex with Charlie, she can sure buy me some exciting clothes.” We chuckled at each other, after which she asked, “When?”“Saturday. We’ll take however many of the ... group want to go. Even Brett, if he wants.. His hand was inside that too, very gently stroking and tweaking. It was so sexy, but I knew that I wouldeventually stop them - but just not yet! Now and then she shuffled herself to get more comfortable, but this also had the effect of loosening the belt on her gown. Soon it became unfastened completely and the sides parted,falling away to the sides, and leaving her in nothing but the nightie. It was short, just reaching the top of her thighs, and from my seat I could see right up between her. I knew at that moment what I wanted to do when I finished High School. And that's what I did. Which is why I'm sitting here in the park, in San Diego. I'm twenty three and I'm a porn star now. I make films for a week or two then I take a few days off for myself. That's when I go hunting for something that interests me. It usually doesn't take very long either. As a matter of fact,theres two very handsome guys coming my way right now. They look to be in their mid thirties, but I could. I told them I would digest all this with my fears and perhaps realize my fears are unfounded.Several days later I have come to grips with my fears. And I have realized they are unfounded. That Alex knows me very well. That my commitment to b**st is far deeper than any natural or instinctive feeling that might come from a man. That my conscious action of commitment wasn’t a natural reaction or instinctual response but a conscious decision made and dedicated from my being. And here, in this place.