You are elegant, and have a great smile. I dreamt of you last night, only this time we were in a shopping mall, and had to take three escalators to ge...t to the third level.We both got on at the first level and I was behind you and, being bold I put my hand under your skirt and rubbed your inner thigh You jumped, and I quickly stopped. You turned around to look at me look at me. Not a word came from your mouth. Once again I reached forward and touched your inner thigh. No response. My hand slid. She just leaned on my shoulder for a while and then on my lap and slept all the way. During the journey, I teased her by touching her face with my finger and pinch her nose and squeeze her lips. I was teasing her to bite my finger and suddenly she bit my index finger. It was really painful, I started to wince a little and shook my hand. She caught my hand and started kissing my fingers. I just caressed her hair and put my hand on her back. Before she went she gave me a hug and kissed my. “Very true,” Katy agreed. “But I think, as much as I enjoyed being with Steve, that we need to put that in our past. I need to close that chapter of my life now that a new one has started.”“I know the feeling,” Jessica said.“As long as you’re happy, I’m happy,” I said.“I think all that’s left is the Red Sox winning the World Series!” Katy said.“I suppose it could be worse,” I said. “You could be a Cubs fan! I was VERY happy with the results last fall!”“I bet you were!” Katy laughed. “A sweep?. Depression is...well it hurts more then I have let on.I am being kept here by the selfish need to keep people happy and the fact that death hurts in more then one way.[I]~Jesus Christ. When will this be over? Am I going to have to sit here and hurt for the rest of my life? Failure, after failure, moving from person to person, never seeming to be able to keep the people I care for? I suppose so.What can I say that can take away all of the wrongs I have made? Would someone explain them to me?.