I carefully scooped her up and put her to bed before going back to talk with Kathy some more.With Anita asleep in the other room, Kathy and I discusse...d how we had each reached this point in our lives.My story was recent and straightforward. Kathy was surprised that prior to the last few weeks I had never had any previous pedophilic inclinations. It was the first time I had attached the term to myself. I knew it was true but I just could not reconcile with myself that I was one of those. After doing my job I took dinner and came in my room for sleep. After sometime my door got knocked, I opened the door. She was my bhabhi. She asked” didn’t u sleep yet Karan ?” I said no bhabhi (cos I could not sleep cos of my bhabhi) she said that she 2 could not sleep as her room’s tube light was fused(bhabhi usually sleep in light). She asked me whether she could sleep in my room. I said “why not bhabhi” then she move towards my bed and luckily we had only one blanket in my bed and we had 2. A Long Time Ago: Lakeside RetreatNot my finest hour. I’d just lost my teaching job for having an affair with a student. It was a very conservative University. It was also the end of any pretense that I was a Christian. They made that very clear. I was definitely going to hell and I was going to go there unemployed and penniless.It made no difference to Anabel Lee. She was the student assistant that I’d become addicted to. I’d been out to see Carly in Denver in July, but in September she moved. Before closing the door behind them, Anna flips the 'Therapy Session In Progress-Do Not Disturb' sign down, then locks the door.Anna turns to begin speaking to Jen and finds her on the trainers table, curled into a fetal position, still sobbing almost uncontrollably. Anna walks to Jens side, and begins to stoke her hair. "My Darling, I am so sorry for the hurt I have caused you", she begins. "A hundred times I have written you letters, a thousand times I picked up a telephone to call, but could.