..Nick grinned. At least he knew one good thing that would be happening today. Each time an Apprentice began his quest, he was allowed to take the che...rry and fuck one of the girls in any way they wanted, no matter how sick, twisted or dirty it was. It symbolized the loss of virginity and becoming a true man.Apprentice Nick Harris quickly made his way into the dining hall, where the other Apprentices beginning their quests were waiting. The Guildmaster stood in the front, looking over them. You take sip of mine & I move in close to lick your upper lip, ever so slightly to take the alcohol off. We kiss again sometimes are tongues touch, sometimes I bite your lower lip. My hands rub all over your body & we break our kiss so that I can begin unbuttoning your blouse. I slowly kiss my way down from your lips, to your neck & after I have released enough buttons I suck & bite into your nipples. Your hands press the back of my head to your chest. You gasp in pleasure, your body rubs. “ Wasn,t that the American porn star Carol Connors?” “Yes it was. Nice body!” I replied. “Yes bet she Fucks as well as she sucks!” he chuckled. “I,d love to find out.” I added. “She,d never touch the likes of you and me. She does it for. It bucks!” He scoffed. The woman was soon forgotten as more people entered. Working in hotels back then could be boring and involved many hours having to stand with few breaks for ridiculous low wages, butnthst was security work then and few of the major. My soul slips deeper, drowning. As I lie on the fall, I want the earth to open its gaping mouth and swallow me whole as I sink into the inky depths, drifting into an abyss. Drained of love, hollow and alone, I can't breathe. My chest hurts so much, the shudders of loss stab like a thousand knives. Fleeting hope propels me up, plucking me from despair as I rush to the window on uncertain legs. Rain lashing down like a painful mimicry of my emotions. There you are below, walking in the rain,.