By the way,lets call you what? You need a girls name when you're dressed this way.Any idea?" Sara," I said quickly and ran outside. At the age of 12 I... knew that boysdo not dress like girls, and I had never done it, but for some reason Iliked it. The taste of the lipstick and smell of the foundation all mademe feel very nice. Megan was with her friends and I quickly joined them. Itold them my name and four of us wandered around the neighborhood. ThenCarol wanted to play dolls so we all went to. Bathed, lotioned, powdered and perfumed, soft skin caressing. Theylay in each other's arms, legs entwined in loving embrace."Sophie told me the same thing,asked the same question. That would meanhormones and testosterone blockers, everything that is involved in it. IfI'm going to, I have to do it right. If I'm going to be a woman, I haveto do it right. Do you think you could live with that darling? Would youstill love me the same? I love you Monica. I don't want to lose you."Covering Sephanie's. When I got home that night I found out that Abby had gone shopping and had purchased me some new briefs. She had stopped at Target to get some sheets that were on sale and for some reason that she hadn't understood she had grabbed me some underwear. Another time I was on the way home from work and instead of turning right onto our street I kept going straight. I don't know why I did it because I had no real reason not to make my turn. Whatever the reason I was almost at Safeway when I decided. NO, I CAN’T DO THIS. THEN WHAT DO YOU WANT TO DO? I’LL LOSE MY VIRGINITY. THIS WILL BE ACTUAL REVENGE FOR THE DEPRAVED GUY.Nilu grabbed my hand and kept it on her lap. Then she turned her body towards me and without any hesitation she planted a kiss on my cheek and completely hugged me tightly and whispered  MONIDA YOU HAVE RETURNED MILUDI’S HAPPINESS, PLEASE TAKE MY VIRGINITY AND MAKE ME HALF-EATEN GARBAGE THAT I BECOME SATISFIED THAT I HAVE MADE ME PROPER FOR THAT BRUTAL GUY. PLEASE TAKE.