We woke up in the early hours of the morning with Hannah still on top of me. I look at her in the eyes and tell her, “I am so glad I picked you up o...n the side of the street.” “Me too Sam,” she replied. “Let me make you something to eat and then we can go down to the 24/7 sex shop down the road and lets get a strap on and some other stuff,” I told her. “Sure I would love to,” she replied. So we got up and I made her something to eat and then left to go to the shop to get some toys to play with.. "I reach down and put my hand over Ivan's mouth so he doesn't piss Maria off more with his complaining about her language and ask, "Maria, please explain what you're talking about?"Maria touches Jens side and says, "Liz, look! This incision where I put her chest tube, it's much larger than the one I put in her chest but that's not the half of it. When I palpate the incision, I feel something under her skin."It is my turn to doubt Maria so I challenge her but catch my language before I offend. "I can only say no." My heart was being stabbed with something rather large and dull. Repeatedly.At least she had some say. That made me feel a bit better, but not much."Would it help if I asked for a lavish estate?" At her continued silence I added, "I thought not."I sat up slowly and wrapped my arms around her. She kept her hands on my chest not allowing me to get too close."Megan, I'm sorry that I hurt you. Please forgive me." At that her tears fell unrestrained and she let me pull her into. But I would prefer to be Maria. She is who I am meant to be." Millicent," mum added, "I felt just like you at first. But Mariaexplained how she felt. She showed me things on the internet. And Ilearnt to understand. So we stated this."Mum had by this time got a photograph album out. I recognised it as thealbum we had started when I first came out to her. We showed Millicentthe pictures in the album. They were all pictures of me as Maria. Therewere none of me as Michael. Millicent looked at the.