Mom said no you open the door. Please openthe door. When I open the door mom come to my room and take the rope and askedwhat is this, hug me and said ...please baba you don’t do this how I alive withoutyou. I am sorry baba. I began cry. Mom said you know what you want it is sin.No mother and son could do this. I said ok leave it I am not pressuring you. Mom said why you bring this rope. I said Iwill finish myself. Mom said no baba please don’t do this. I said ok you leaveme now. Moms are standing. Yes that's what we want. And she's never had a black man before Cedric inquired. Oh yes she has, and seldom does she include a white guy in our fantasies. But she wants the both of you if you are willing. And what will you be doing? Watching and doing whatever she says. Ask her to join us, and you can stay over there awhile. He went back to the table and Cedric asked if I thought this was a set-up for mugging of blackmail? Seems like a set-up for a Black Male to me, probably asked me to tag. I called him up and asked him if I can come down on Sunday only if he is free and if he could help me with the course. He politely agreed to it.My dad dropped me at uncle\’s place and he came to receive me at the gate. I always used to call him Amit Ji as my mom always taught me to give respect to elders. I got in and searched for Rekha Aunty who is Amit uncle\’s wife. Surprising she had gone out for some party with her friends. He asked me to settle down and so I did. He made me coffee as he. Deep inside of her, where she had walled off so much of herself, protecting her from ever being hurt again, she felt a tectonic click. Ashley’s eyes snapped open, and bore into Pete’s with a questing intensity, looking for something all of her instincts told her should be there. Looking for that perverse desire all the men in her experience had shown, and praying it was not there. All she saw was care, deep, sincere, and unconditional. Her smile widened, somehow, she knew, she would always be.