I spent a restless night pondering my own motives for my `treatment’ of this particular lady, We were essentially a special club, and certain member...s were occasional invited to 'play with women' in the hobby room it was a case of the lady (or it must be said in some cases men) who came, knew they were offering themselves up as willing they knew the score and there was no pretence, we were sadists, they masochists, and together we would usually play and pay! Simples! But with Sarah, well. I arrived somewhat early, around 7 PM. It was kind of slow, only a few guys were there: the usual bathhouse contingent, middle-aged but horny, mostly in their 40’s, 50’s and 60’s. There were a couple of younger men I might classify as twinks, and they were hot, though clearly not interested in playing with anyone my age. The crowd was not what I was hoping for, which was basically naked gay sex night at a frat house rec-room.I fooled around with a couple of the more interesting middle-aged guys. ..Nooooooooooooo!And then all we heard was Rachel sobbing. We looked at each other for a fast second and then we jumped up from the couch, and burst in on Rachel who was sitting on her bed, crying into her hands.“Rachel! What is it?” asked Kim excitedly.Rachel did not answer. She just sat there, sobbing.“Rach?” I asked softly“I’m so fucking stupid!” Rachel erupted at us“You’re not stupid.” Kim countered “What’s wrong?”“I knew better! I knew better right from the start! But, did I listen to that. I reach behind me and hike up her skirt, caressing her steaming pussy through the fabric of her panties. Her hips wiggle involuntarily as I pull her panties to one side and slip a finger into her pussy to get it wet and begin flicking her bean just the way she likes it.She begins working on my dick in earnest, her eyes closed, left hand pumping on it while I thrust in and out of her mouth. It pops out and she points her pointy chin to her chest so she can lick my balls. I’m in heaven. My.